Navigating Shadows, Integrity & The Art of Sales
WOW. These past few weeks have been an absolute circus. It’s felt like a bunch of clowns messing around, and each clown in my show has represented a shadow aspect of me that has been causing havoc in my life.
This inner work? It’s a full-time job. And while I’m not complaining—I genuinely love the discomfort of being slapped in the face by the demons of my past—it has been a lot. The beauty in all of this, though, is that I’m witnessing even more expansion happening as a result of my commitment to the process.
The deeper we meet ourselves—the repressed aspects, the pain, the discomfort, the subconscious patterns running the show—the more we can integrate and hold space for everything else life throws at us.
Integrity, Authenticity & Letting Go
Leading up to the last full moon and eclipse, I had a major awakening around integrity and authenticity. Once I cleared through some layers of emotional baggage, I gained true clarity about the direction of my work. One major realization? I needed to cancel a workshop I had planned for the end of March.
At first, this felt uncomfortable. But when I got honest with myself, I knew that the space I wanted to hold was deeper than I originally anticipated. Holding that kind of space safely would require more time, care, and consideration. Instead of pushing forward out of obligation, I released the shame around pausing. The deeper body of work I want to offer is still growing—so for now, I’ve planted the seed. And that is enough.
My Love Affair With Human Design
In the meantime, I’ve been absolutely loving my 1:1 sessions, especially as I weave in Human Design.
OH MY DAYS. I love Human Design. I discovered it about five years ago, and experimenting with it has been life-changing. When I started living more in alignment with my design, everything shifted. My latest deep dive into this incredible system has been healing, mind-blowing, and exciting. It feels like a treasure hunt, constantly uncovering new layers of self-awareness and potential.
One of the biggest you-can’t-make-this-up moments was discovering that I have Gate 26 defined—aka The Gate of The Salesperson.
This was both hilarious and validating because if you know my work history, sales has been a major theme throughout my life. What’s even funnier? For a long time, I kept my TikTok Livestream Sales work on the down-low, believing that it “wasn’t spiritual enough.” But you know what? It SO is.
The Art of Sales & Selling With Integrity
Once I released my shame around this, I began to see my gifts in this role more clearly. Over time, I became a TikTok Livestream Sales expert, and it helped me understand that sales is an art form. Each of us has the ability to channel our unique voice and personality to create success in this space.
That said, sales can also be incredibly manipulative. This is why integrity matters. How we sell—with honesty, alignment, and authenticity—makes all the difference. This has become a huge part of the sales training I now offer to businesses and brands.
And here’s the thing: Whether you have Gate 26 defined in your Human Design chart or not, we all have access to this energy. It’s something that can be activated at any time by consciously working with it.
If you feel called, here are some questions I’ve been reflecting on in relation to Gate 26. You might find them powerful, too:
✨ What does integrity mean to me? Where in my life am I fully aligned with it, and where am I not?
✨ In what areas of my life do I feel most persuasive or influential? How do I use this energy—ethically or manipulatively?
✨ What beliefs do I hold about money, success, and recognition? Do they empower or limit me?
✨ Where do I push too hard to make something happen instead of trusting the right timing?
✨ How can I use my natural charisma to uplift and serve rather than just to achieve personal gain?
These are the kinds of questions that can help us navigate our personal and professional lives with greater integrity and impact.
Have you discovered your Human Design yet? If you are new to this and you have your time of birth, you can get your free chart done with a quick Google search.
I use this system in my 1:1 sessions, where I assist people in understanding the root cause of their challenges in business and life in general! If you are interested in working with me, you can find out more here.